Holy shit im a father. Just a short time ago i was 24 and just trying to get settled into work and looking at career options (late i know bu there was a number of party filled years behind me). Mining Or the military were my major goals. it all came to a screaming halt the day i found out about my now stunt double Ethan. ill never forget it, Leaning against the sink having a snack then here comes amber staring at me with a mixture of dread and hope in her eyes. im guessing you have all heard this before but those few seconds really did feel like hours. My brain basically kicked a hole in the back of my skull and legged it at that point because i freaked the hell out. how am i supposed to take care of this child when taking care of myself was based around take-away and microwave meals.Did i want to run and not have this happen? yes i did but oh how things would change.
12 Weeks later.
All of a sudden i have this blurred image of a child that was in need of a dad staring at me. This little blob was in need of food clothing guidance and most of all parents who were there every step of the way. I think it was from that first image that my views really started to change. I began to quickly look past the money, stress and all the other negatives that come with this and began to see the joy in this madness.
WOW my own son my own child to show the world and all its magic. Here was a huge chance to be the father i personally never had, to write the wrongs of my past and to show people that i can infact do this, enjoy every minute and never look back. So i start this the dad side of my rantings to say thank you Ethan for all the joy you have given me and for giving me the chance to be your daddy.
You forgot to add that I waved the peestick in your face! And you denied there were lines, because one wasn't as dark!
ReplyDeleteApart from that, a very sweet post hunny. Love you <3! -Amber